Thursday, October 12, 2006

okay, to the very pro jj people. you've been forewarned.

it's the last day of school tmr and i do not feel a tad bit sad or SMS you'd like to refer to it as. in fact, i do not feel anything at all. weird huh, for someone who often feels way too much. HAHA. i dont know why la, but i'm not exactly very apologetic for feeling this way.

truth is, even as i've made tons of awesome and lovely friends in this school.. they're pretty much individuals who've made an immense impact in my life. and by life, i mean.. life away from school. my life which excludes BOOKSPENSandPAPERS. it's stupid la, and i know i don't make much sense but cut me some slack, i'm still failing my GP away miserably. i've come to forge several friendships with people i would never have thought i'd ever meet. haha. uhh okay la, not SEVERAL, but.. it's the quality that really matters, right? (:

these are the people I DIEDIE ALSO WILL SEE THEM EVEN AFTER WE LEAVE THIS SCHOOL. therefore, i feel no loss (:

as much as i know how much the school's been improving, of course, all of which being achieved with the commendable leadership of the principal (nownow, i mean this in no sacarsm okay. i mean it. he does lead well), there've been moments which have left me totally unimpressed with the entire school management. i do not understand how they preach of secularity in terms or RACE and RELIGION, when our school's swarmed with everything oh-so-chinatownish. i am not against being chinese and all, it's a beautiful culture, i agree, but what's with decorating our schoolboards with huge chinese words, leaving no space for the other official languages? ..you see the irony here? PEOPLE DEVELOPMENT BLOCK. develop into WHAT? into narrow- minded people thinking that we're living in littlechina.
you remember talent time? how we had english and chinese categories but how convenient a pass was being made with regards to the other languages? even if response was going to be poor, it defintely wouldn't have taken up much time to TRY to even gather any response. you know? that would've sent a clear signal that we're not being littlechinamen.

sigh.

topped with my veryveryvery frequent skipschoollikemad sessions, i'm not exactly very close to my class.
therefore, no sense of attachment.
i'll definitely miss the people, but not the class as a whole. we rarely get full attendance anyway. HAHAHAHHA.

with that said, it's not that i'm jumping for joy that my time in jj has come to an end. it's more of a.. im-not-sad-but-im-not-ecstatic-about-it-either kinda thing.
goodbye, brown uniform (:

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