it's either i'm damn scared, or i'm just being a total wimp and freakin' loser.
i'd like to think that i'm damn scared.
i don't even know why i'm believeing in all of this 'cus it doesn't usually scare THIS AMOUNT OF SHIT outta me, BUT BUT BUT, aiya! i don't know lah!
it's just damn scary please.

and i'm not freaking out just 'cus it's like.. MY PHOBIA.
i'm freaking out 'cus this thing's like affecting THE ENTIRE TRIBE.

and it's real.
it really is,
so don't tell me it isn't okay.

i don't like the idea of being watched BY SUPER IRRELEVANT AND UNRELATED PEOPLE (what people).
they're not exactly human either.

and i'm a bloody hypocrite 'cus i always think that it's just part of the imagination and YET I AM WEARING SOMETHING THAT'S REALLY MAKING ME FEEL JUST A TEENY WEENY BIT SAFER.

don't tell me to pray. it's an entirely different battle this time.
f u c k .