reflective moment! (: i'm 2 hours into the new year, so have a very blessed new year one and all. hahaha. happy 010107. i am an eighteen year old, shit!

the past year (2006) was one that was filled wiiiiiiiiith.. LOTS OF UPS ( :D!! ), several downs, and an infinte supply of love. i am going to run through my entire year by month, so you have been warned my dear reader.

orientation, twinny, xiangxiang, peacock moments (: painful (literally, on the throat) yet memorable. chinese new year, imprinting words on my teeshirts like nobody's business (: I LOVE MY MOM, 1956. haha. toyfriendsgalore. binka's birthday, brekos. exams. 220206 with boyfriendchua. talent time, my lovely fairfield surprise. apricot, daddyji, sqnitlam, lily, ball! sunflowers were KING! turned stupid again. a lot of shit happened . a lot of bad shit happened. mid terms, failing. xiangxiang became the love of my life. 230706 with boyplenTIQA. inezlau and running the track. sqnit's birthday(: i'll be there for you. fairfield musical, bloodilyemonight. lily's A CHAMPION! late for school (DAMN late for school), detention, serious eraser offences. blood donation :D, biscuituncle morphed anthonian. birth of sampan family :D. scandals. prelims, failing. twin's birthday. margaret and bananaman. mooncake festival, the haze and a very powerpuffgirl mask. sparklers, bitching- ALOT. cherry, minah, lilyLOO, yewleroy moments. overnight at macs cramming geog in. occasional shakerjuice moments with xiangxiang, LOVE. dinners with the LILY, wednesdays with the SQNIT, POWER. dragonfruiting and sundays at school with the boyfriend and mary (: rare trips to satisfy ice cream cravings at island creamery, hot babes. late nights at school, impromptu verbal jamming moments with the boyfriend. meepok meal with emonemo! A L E V E L S . i thought straight, jeremy remained straight, and mary died in maple land soon after. amore with sqnit, lily's birthday. LILY CRIED. amored more, my birthday (: fairfield surprise, jj surprise, AWESOME. grad night practices, lunches and dinners with the lily and the sqnit. minor madjack's moment, adam's road. prom dress hunting with the boyfriend, clayaiken friend (: tutuclan. malaysia, family love. bandcamp, stickytapesyndrome. gradnight.

i started 2006 with the twin, and ended it by meeting my twin on the last day of the year.

i began my new year talking to my lily and my sqnit on the phone (: boyfriendchua, bel and joe online.

i am going to have a very good year ahead (:
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we've got to, at one point or another. and i think i have. talking to joetan makes me so bloody pensive. haha. no one talks about my adamant stand towards the S-word (hohoho), not many take me seriously enough. i'm not about to fall in love with THE PERSON WHO CHEATED ON ME TWICE cus i already did TWO YEARS AGO even though i keep talking about joetan on my blog now a days 'cus he can be a bloody thought provoker at times. this is so not coded so don't bother reading into this. haha. away from that, i want to set things right this year and for the many years to come. i'm still campaining for the ideal S lifestyle, so you might wanna remain seated there in your stupid hermit shell and never snap out of it till you're rich and old with millions of hot lady hermits around you. that was a mental note to self.

thankful for the 2friends throughout everything, they make me complete (:
the one and only bananamonster for tolerating all my not very funny but quite funny (I STILL THINK IM DAMN FUNNY OKAY) jokes.
the ever soulful mouse with her omnipresent hamandcheesebread.
pearlyly and her very motherly nature, more motherly than my mother la, which i SO LOVE (:
boyfriendchua and our unbelievable levels of nirvana attainment.
sampan family, motivation.
GOE, hell lot of fun.
joetan, for inspiring this damn long new year post. HAHAHAHA. i'll be there for you! too.

i've only got ONE 2007, and i'm gonna make it a bloodily happy one (:
watch me grow, people!

resolution #1. CONQUER THE EYELINER. allow the rest to eat shit and die.
resolution #2. EAT LESS, LEARN MORE (:
resolution #3. REMAIN VERY PURE AND VERY HONEST. i can do that.
resolution #4. LEARN TO GIVE MORE THAN I RECEIVE.
resolution #5. START KEEPING THE PREVIOUS RESOLUTIONS.
resolution #6. STOP FORMING NEW RESOLUTIONS TILL THE PREVIOUS ONES HAVE BEEN CONQUERED.

i will not break my resolutions 3 hrs into 2007, that'd just give me shit luck and i don't want that.

good night world (:
blessed new year my dear friends.

i shall stop emo-ing. ahahaha.
oh yes, one more thing.

i am going to read my bible for real, we'll see how it goes this time.
i've strayed too much and too far.