i am very prepared to fail my A's lah. and i think i have prepared everyone around me for my homecoming failure. the first champion to fail geography and gp. i have psychoed myself so much ever since forever that i'll be failing my As that i'm like damn well prepared to take a re- route back to poly all over again.

i'm like hoping damn hard that some super awesome miracle happens on that day (like, maybe 100000 sunflowers blooming everywhere. hur) and i actually pass the examinations, and go to university like everyone else. i do want that quite badly, to think of it. the idea of having spent 2 years studying my shitassed guts out, just to fail the A levels, is retardedly revolting. i feel damn dumb.
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i blogged that last night before mightyjoetan called.
anyway, i am still quite freaked out at the thought that the results are gonna be out soon- despite the amount of mental preparation i've fed myself with for the past few months. hahahaha, retard. was looking through the poly courses just now and i SERIOUSLY FIND CHINESE STUDIES QUITE INTERESTING (: i mean, like.. what's wrong man, i'm chinese right? and i can communicate in mandarin what.. and and and.. YA LAH! but that's just a thought. haha (: business studies (ECONS IS DAMN EXCITING PLEASE) and mass com. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i just wanna go to uni and solve everything lah can! SMU/NUS/NTU PLEASE ACCEPT ME AND MY ONE/TWO A LEVEL PASSES (: i will clean the toilet for you every damned day lah! tsk. very troubled.

i am going to have THE GYM RULES typed out NICELY and printed out on A3.
AFTER WHICH, I AM GOING TO HAVE MY SESSY A3 PAPER PASTED LOVINGLY ON THE HUGEEEE BLUE DOOR FOR ALL THE POOR BLIND SOULS.
i hate repeating myself over and over again like some sickening broken recorder lah.
DIE BUGS, DIE! :D

okay, byebye. i am going to type NEOW.